Rooney - Not in my house at Henry Fonda Theatre/Music Box 6/19/10
I only want to be Happy. Happiness if what makes my world round. It comes in all shapes and forms but it doesn’t come so often.
I’m so disappointed and frustrated at everything right now. I should be looking forward to college right now, but all this pre-college and end of the school year/high school experience thing is really bringing me down. I feel so much pressure and stress that I do want to just forget it all and maybe act like I don’t care. The truth is that I have to care. I need a job badly. College doesn’t come cheap. I feel for the first time in a long time just how I am losing control of everything. I feel helpless and hopeless.
I will do better! It shouldn’t have to come to this. I am pissed, angry, upset, sad, and overall disappointed with myself more than ever before. I set goals that I hardly meet. I will work harder to achieve them from now on.